9:25 p.m. - 2006-07-03
Cant Wait
Heyz
Its amazing how much things can change in a day isn't it.
Well see yesterday I woke up and I didn't know when Scott was coming for definet and I just spent the day cleaning my bike. Well she does look good now, as I couldn't really go to work cos of my impetigo, it is highly contageous after all. I was meant to be going out with Ginner and crew but the idea didnt really appeal to me, so I was avoiding his calls.
Well I went on msn and had the most amazing chat with Scott, I love him so much, I can't honestly say how much I do love him.
See, it is all sorted now, Scott is coming down a week this thursday, the 13th, Im so excited, I cant tell ya how much. Right so the dates are as folllows:
13th July - 8th August Scott is at mine.
8th August - 1st September I am at Scott's.
I can't wait seriously... Like the bus back is going to be such a laugh, when I think of it on the way to his in Easter... Ok, maybe without the touchy feely stuff... But im secretly hoping we are WAY more than mates by the time it comes to going back to his. I personally hope we are within a week of him being here... but yeah considering I have a boyfriend that could be awkward. I just know the minute he gets off that bus that I am going to be in love. He is so gorgeous and we have such a laugh.
What im gunna do is hopefully get into Hull at about ten to six and leave my grandad parked at the train station or something so I can walk down and meet Scott from where the bus stops.
He is sleeping in my bedroom, because my brother has been coming home alot more lately so he cant really be sleeping in there. My mum knows he didn't sleep in there last time anyhows. I asked her where he would be sleeping earlier and she just said
"Well he didnt excatly sleep in tom's room did he when he was here"
She said it like with a smile on her face in a joky kinda way though so I walked off into the kitchen and she went upstairs like
"Good job i trust you, teen pregnancy wouldnt look good on your college application"
So now thinking about it, does that mean she knows we had sex and used protection, or does she mean that she knows I wouldnt do anything... Oh god, i dont know. Well i aint gunna ask her that is for sure!
So I am gunna borrow the electric pump from my grandad and use the blow up bed for him.. I hope he doesn't mind, if he gets really uncomfortable after like a few days we can swap cant we :) I dont want him suffering... And then there is that thought that everything will ping back into place and me and my boyfriend will be no more and me and scott will just go back to how we were before all the shit hit the fan as the saying is.
I was thinking today of the things we could do, and I found my photo album, which well basically doesnt have anything in just a few pics of my mates... And i was thinking if me and Scott take loads of pictures then we can print them off and put them in. Like take it to his house aswell and if we take some there and some at mine then we can fill it cant we.
Something to show the kids...
There i go with that thought of us getting back together and living happily ever after. I love him, and I know he loves me so why not...
I cant wait for him to be here.. Im worried though that its going to be awkward for him going out with my mates.. But once I finished school we dont even have to see them that much if he doesnt want to... Like go somewhere for the day and thats that. I liked his mates though, i seen em more than he saw mine. Well he didnt see mine, just Lou and he speaks to her on msn. Should be ok though, they better not be horrible or ote to him.
Argh, i love him so much, hes so gorgeous I cant help but love him, makes me laugh so much.
I cant wait!
xx
